Maggie1929 wrote:
Thank you Guapo - I agree with Snap - it is heartening to read your story and it shows that we just need to be patient ! I am only 2 months in and wishing it would all go faster so it really is good to read your story .....
hugs, Maggie x
You have a great attitude Maggie. What I can tell you is that indifference and not wanting to drink creeps up over time (maybe more than you'd like, but it does).
When you're starting out, it seems IMPOSSIBLE to imagine. With our friend NAL behind the scenes drinking gradually loses its allure. You just don't feel like drinking or see the point. Funny though, once you control that, other parts of life fall into place as well. Best of all, it's OK to drink what you're comfortable with, but it's not controlling you anymore.
I still looked forward to drinking for a jillion reasons, but after awhile I forgot what the reasons were. Then there were so many more reasons not to drink.
I was extraordinarily lucky not to ruin my life back in the day, (dodged lots O' bullets), but was even luckier to find TSM !!
BarryB4 and All41 would agree with all that I think.
Anyways, keep the faith !!!