First, thank you very much for response and advices. Even I took just 25mgs I drank only 2 beers (half litre), and one vodka (0.1 dcl ) or by your metric system just 10 percent of liter of vodka. And there was results. I read lot of stuff on this forum before engaging, and I felt funny felling, never felted before, and it was, "Hey Panos, that drink is disgusting, you do not need to dring that, and I knew that Naltr. work, a lil bit, but still good enough for beginning.
My dr. does not support SM...He prescribed me Nal. in the fashion than i always have one in my pocket, and when I feel urge to drink, I take one (it is half now) wait for an hour and I am good (hes opinion)with no cravings ....:Yes, I agree with him that Naltrexone will ease my craving, but if I drink hour after pill he writte it down as a recidive at my chart, and my " bad behaviour" so not, positive. So he belives that Nal. will take away my cravings, and that is it....no TSM, I have ti do it all by myself, and I have parents who are "alcohol police", with alc. detector etc...so, it is not easy

P.S again. ...Englis is not my firnst language, so I am sorry if you find it confusig to read my posts, but I hope, you would understand.
THAKY YOU ALL. I am hoping that this is my way out, because I read every single word about this metohod, and I am well, lets say, I am xperienced researcher. But when it comes to your own problems, nah, you can have PhD and it wont help you...you are able to provide help to ppl around you, with same problems, help, with great success ....not books, not teachers, just you. And I am hoping for that...THANKS!!