TSM can save your life, and SO many others if it's started in time. I believe everything happens for a reason, so in my opinion, it's no mistake that you found your way here. Therefore, I don't think an early death is in your future!

James, you are not alone here. I look in the mirror every day after I drink too much afraid of what I will see. Feel like I might die also! So far my health has been good other than weight gain and rosacea from drinking wine! Maybe you might be able to switch to something less toxic like beer instead of the vodka for a while, just a thought. Never heard of the laxative proceedure for amonia? Can you elaborate? As Kris said do make sure that everyone is aware of the affect of naltrexone as pain meds do not work along with it for proceedures. Does your doctor know that you are taking this and drinking? Also have you had a liver profile? Be careful. The naltrexone should be taken one hour before drinking not in the a.m. if you are drinking at night especially the amount you are mentioning here. We are in the same boat. My brother died from this disease and it hastened my father's death also.

A high level of ammonia in your blood Is an indication of serious liver trobule. The "normal" person is between 11-35 on the scale and mine is 82. They have me on a dose of Lactulose of 45 milligrams twice a day and I have went from 244 pounds to 228 in just two weeks. I am drinking water and "powerade" as much as I can. I actually am getting my appetite back though. I used to go days with literally eating a piece of bread and a glass of milk and only drinking. I mean 4-5 days. Basically my liver is not getting rid of the ammonia in my body.

James, thanks so much for the info. Sounds a bit scary, but who knows if that hasn't happened to me too and I didn't know it at the time. I wish I didn't eat as much! When I drink the wine I get hungry so double the calories. Hope what the doctor has you on will help. Keep us posted. Thanks!

I'm sorry for your uncle's untimely death. Unfortunately, he didn't have TSM to help him cure his addiction. Fortunately, you do! You have just embarked on a journey that will change your life - congratulations! I'm so glad you found this site. . .just never give up. We're here for you.

Remember, this isn't some magic potion or wand that you wave for instant cure. TSM is a biological process that requires consistency (always take the Nal one hour prior to drinking), and patience (4-6 months for the cure). There will be times when you don't see the progress you hope for, and will despair of it working. Never fear, it WILL work. In fact, it is effective, for those who follow the 'golden rule' and don't quit, for up to 90% of people. What's more, it's MOST effective for those with a strong family history of alcoholism. You're in business, GF! You're gonna live to see your great-grandchildren grow up! (And when your offspring decide to try alcohol. . .you're going to provide them with Naltrexone from Day 1, to prevent their becoming addicted.)