I feel fine today, and my urine is a normal pale yellow. I did drink a big glass of blended red grapes yesterday, but I often do that and the urine doesn't change.
I was thinking that 10% (more or less) of people cannot take Naltrexone, because of side effects, and another 10% of those that do take it finds that it simply does not work for them, so of the 100 that begin, there are maybe 19 that don't have success, so possibly I am one of those 19. Well, to look on the bright side, if I am one of the 19, statistically the next guy that comes along probably won't be one of the 19, and if I am one, well I have been much much better with my drinking anyway these days, as my circumstances make it very difficult to find time to quietly get smashed, and I am very rarely in a social setting where I want to drink- last Friday being the first time for 7 weeks.
I guess it is time for me to get my backside down to the doctor (I don't really even have a doctor) I just go to whatever one I fancy depending on the ailment at the time, so I will get myself a proper doc sorted out, and have some tests done, and maybe be able to find out more about nalmafene.
I won't try taking it again until I have things sorted out, but just reading the book and knowing why I became addicted and others don't has been a tremendous help, I think just having that extra knowledge may give me the final push I need to be able to stop abusing it.
I will keep coming here though, even though I won't be able to contribute much at the moment if that is OK.
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