linseed wrote:
Well, its week two and I am feeling really encouraged. I feel like I have the sudden ability to override that crazy urge to drink more. Last night I went on our weekly dinner-with-friends night which is typically a moderation nightmare for me. I'm always aware of what others are drinking, how much is left, if anyone will notice (everyone knows I am on-call) id I have one too many. I had a beer. It was okay - right at the end I felt that little surge of energy and excitement, that little voice that tells me to DRINK MORE AND MORE, so I opened another and chugged about half of it. Then I thought, whoa, what am I doing. I put the beer down and more or less had to force myself to finish it before we left. Weird. I love it!
Good. You appear to be what some call a responder. Please do be aware this could be your honeymoon period, and be prepared for an increase in your drinking again. Do not give up if it does go through the roof, just keep taking the nal 1 hour beforehand and you'll be ok.