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Toddy, I had a nearly identical experience. I also remember saying something like, "all the bad feelings of alcohol without the buzz." The last time I drank, I really got pleasure from it, but I easily stopped at two and haven't had another in 9 days without effort. You've probably read that it's a very positive sign that you have a reaction like you did the first time. Since starting about 9 weeks ago, I've only experienced the "oh my God I have to have more,more,more" feeling one time, and that was on day two. I had that feeling every time I drank even a beer for the past 15 or so years. Removing that crazy feeling has been the key to my reduced drinking, IMO. Regarding the scuba, I've never experienced any sort of blah feeling regarding other "endorphin releasing" activities like exercise or sex, even when fully loaded on Naltrexone, so you might not really need to worry about that. Those things are way more complicated than our illogical urge to drink fermented fruit and grains.
_________________ Barry Pre TSM 25-40 drinks per week, every night off, compulsively,secretly,lots of risky behavior Wk Count: 11, 4, 4, 2, 7.5, 2.5,2,2 Cured 0,0,0,0, 0.5, 1.5, 1, 0, 1, 2, 0.5,0,0,8,2,32,3,0,2,5,10,5,9,7,0 Peace Out!
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