ullrichX wrote:
I ask this because I have deliberately not taken pills prior to drinking on some occassions in the past. I want to avoid this tempation altogether and establish a morning routine. Thanks for your advice.
I know this is a typical reason antabuse doesn't work long term for the vast majority as we 'forget' to take them, or we say, 'Oh well just this once won't hurt', blah blah.
I guess this is the addicted voice in you, maybe afraid you won't feel the high, or worried you won't get drunk? I have felt like this I think last Sunday- I did take the nal, but washed it down with the first beer. I think I have to remind myself why I am doing this, because it is the highs and the drunkeness that have become very scary.
Maybe a bit less thinking is the order of the day- it is really quite simple- feel like a drink? Take a nal, and wait as near to an hour as you can.
The hour is up and you don't feel like it anymore? Well drink one or two or leave it- it doesn't matter.
As long as we stick to that we will be fine- it might have it's moments where we fell like bending the rules, but we have to know we can't, this is the easiest method we will ever have, but we do have to play by the one rule.
I think it is a gift from God, and I am not gonna mess around with my gift!