My story is too common to need telling in any great detail: I'm simply one of the 10% of human beings that has a hyper sensitivity to the affects of alcohol. I sensed this from my first drink as a teenager, and that fact has been a troubsome complication throughout an otherwise satisfactory life.
Over my 57 years, I have managed my drinking w/ varying degrees of success, sometimes through abstinence by way of AA, but mostly muddling through, with white-knuckling moderation. When I first heard of TSM a few years ago, I was drinking daily, & my units growing ever higher. I felt helpless and miserable w/ alcohol…dreading the idea of returning to AA, as I knew of no alternative. I could never accept the "powerlessness", "higher power" or "moral defect" notions that seem to be the basis of AA; I felt I simply had a very bad, very engrained habit, that was complicated by the ensnaring nature of alcohol…what to do, what to do???
Then I heard a program on NPR describing The Sinclair Method, which made sense to me. I bought the book and did further research, but it was still a full year before I was able to over come my suspicion that this was "too good to be true", and actually begin TSM.
I regained control of my drinking at exactly 52 weeks. My progress was steady, and well worth whatever effort and soul searching I've been required to put into the process. I am comfortable around - and using - alcohol. I still enjoy the now greatly-diminished "buzz" of a few drinks, but rarely feel like - much less accomplish - drinking "too much".
I am so grateful for the Sinclair Method, Drs. Sinclair and Eskapa, and also indebted to the members of this Forum that have provided support, understanding and humor along the way. I did TSM w/ only the support of this group, and outside the knowledge of my Dr., ordering my Nal from Alldaychemist, w/ no problems.
TSM is NOT "too good to be true", but it IS truly a miracle for so many of us, and I'm happy to now add my name to that list. Nal on, ever'body…TSM WORKS.
BTW, the name "Chrissie" is a nod to the Pretenders, and their haunting song "When I Change My Life", which was my theme song for many years…before TSM, it was wistful for me and now I hear it and feel triumphant!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5s-jaAzzxos