Joined: Sun Mar 15, 2009 7:40 pm
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Location: Florida
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corkit wrote: Bob, congratulations it sounds like you got to the finish line. You've got your life back, so what will you do with it now?... Thanks! In all honesty, I don't know where I'm headed. I had all these great plans for my impending sobriety way back when, but once the cure came, I was shocked with all the extra time and all the extra reasoning and mental prowess that naturally come with not being a drunk. I have been 3 months de-addicted/cured and haven't really made any measurable progress in doing anything more. This problem is my own and is definitely not a TSM side-effect. The most I can say is that I am slowly beginning to do the things that I used to do decades ago without the fear that I'll screw them up by being drunk. I can look around my house, my property, my possessions, my own body and still see signs of the damage that I caused while being an alcoholic. I actually like the reminders of the better life I now have by still seeing the remnants of the miserable life I had before. So what will I do with it now? Well today, I'm going to rebuild some hydraulic cylinders on some farm equipment and I know later today I can look back at this day with a sense of pride and not be blitzed as in the past lamenting the damage that I did to the equipment. It'll be one more thing fixed around this place. Bob
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Code: Pre-TSM~54u/Wk
Wk1-52:40,42,39,28,33,33,43,40,36,30,34,30,30║30,38,13,25,4,22,12,6,9,5,9,3,5║6,6,5,4,9,6,0,9,2,2,5,4,4║3,4,5,3,4,2,6,2,6,4,8,2,2u
W53-91: 4, 2, 2, 2, 3, 2, 1, 5, 4,17, 0, 0, 0║ 3, 0, 3, 0,3, 0, 2,0,0,0,0,0,0║0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0u
"Cured" @ Week 21 (5 Months), Current Week: 97 (23rd Month)
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