MD,
I agree with Bardo, it is a lesson learned, move forward and make a promise to yourself to never let it happen again.
Please plan ahead and order a keychain from the C-3 foundation. You get a keychain and it is a donation for the cause a win win!
http://www.cthreefoundation.org/key-cha ... qDmsseGdUQ (I hope the link works).
You should be proud that you did not continue drinking, for I would have without the nal. If this should ever happen again take the pill as soon as you get home. You did not hurt anything this time around, but the habit of taking that pill is a must! It would be better late than never.
I am sorry to hear about your home situation for it is hard to be around someone with a habit/addiction that is unhealthy. You are trying to better yourself and you need to put yourself first always. Take care of your needs, and let your partner take care of his. You cannot tell him he has a problem, for he has to see that for himself. If he does not think he has an issue with MJ you are not going to convince him. It is a battle all of us have faced with ourselves and others in our lives. It is not a fun situation to be in, and my heart goes out to you.
Jaba