I get it...
I feel like I am standing still. Although I do have AF days each month. It is good to track...just recorded the last several weeks here so I do actually see some progress. I NEVER had AF days before.
I just want to BE THERE already. I hate the next day!! I feel a little pathetic right now, like I make some progress then just slip right back. I'm frustrated. But I do religiously take the pill. I will NOT drink before 1 hour and I break the pills in half. I even threw out some of my pills a few days ago to make myself ration and force some AF days but so far I have drank the 3 days in a row, but my brother is visiting so the bottle of jameson is here.

I feel so triumphant after AF days or better, 2 days in a row. I fell like Yeah! I made it. Then I go back to the daily 4-5.
Ha! After reading this know I have made progress. I wrote to get encouragement and I ended up giving myself some. But please anyone chime in...need all the help I can get!