Hi, I am new to this forum, and began my journey with TSM April 5, 2014. Prior, I had been drinking over 60 beers, and 3-4 fifths of Vodka per week...for years. I once ended in the hospital after trying to quit on my own, ( I began hallucinating). After that scare, I stayed on the wagon for about a month, then slowly went right back to where I was before. I relapsed so many times. Quit...relapse, over and over. I was so tired of being a slave to drink. I really wanted to cut down and be like others that could enjoy a social drink or 2, or so nah, I'm good. I should also say, that very few people had any idea the extent of my problem. I was ashamed, and felt hopeless. Then, while browsing on Amazon I found "The Cure for Alcoholism". I bought it, and as I read it, it was as if my whole life was being explained to me...even down to how unenjoyable alcoholism becomes, and why I couldn't answer the question Why? from my wife.
I had hope for the first time. I want to say also that I am a very private person, and will NEVER attend any group meeting...I told my doctor that for years. I am a disabled Vet, and I looked up Nal to make sure I could get it from the VA. I called the next day, and to the Va's credit, they saw me immediately. The VA takes Alcoholism very seriously. I did have to jump through some hoops because only a Psychiatrist can prescribe Nal, and they tell you to abstain...period. I said nothing, took my scrip, and followed The Sinclair Method.
My drinking dropped quite bit immediately, as Vodka began tasting just plain bad, so that stopped. However, my beer intake has tapered off much more slowly, even increasing a bit after a couple weeks. This week, I drank my last beer, and bought no more to replace it. Will I buy more?...yes, but, I realized that on my days off work, it was just too easy for me to drink if I was puttering around. I'm surprised that after only 6 weeks cravings are minimal. So far so good...I continue to take Nal first thing in the morning (so I don't forget it), and then, I may, or, may not drink.
I am so incredibly grateful.
_________________ Pre TSM level-170+ Units/week All day/ night secret drinker 3 months with NAL: Alcohol Free Days-0 Lowest Drinks per day-3 Average weekly Units-42
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