Sorry everyone. I did post some of my story. Unfortunately, due to lack of knowlege, the 1st part is listed under the newbie-intro & the 2nd is under Marios. Hope this doesn't get you too balled up. Meanwhile I continue to experiment with the web site. Thanks for understanding. I can repost it here I suppose. What do you think?

Hello everyone! I began SM 6-11. Noticed a difference right away. Today something is going on in the brain but do not know yet what. Last nite I had 6 glasses of wine. Usually, I would stop at PK on the way home & get more. Did not do that. I was one of the fortunate ones. I took 50mg of Nal. & have never gotten any side effects except for a little sleepiness. I have lots of trouble sleeping as it is. Tried lots & lots of stuff but to no avail. Even if I do manage to get tosleep, in the AM it never feels like enough. Another thing I did notice with Nal. was more & more dreams. Some of them carry a lot of De'ja'vu". Places I thing in dream I've been there before, I know I have not. At least not in this life! Most of them just jump around from one stupid thing to another. I am keeping a journal. And am able to sometimes identify with what is setting me off. But mostly, I think it is once I have one or two,I want more & it feels like old habit than really wanting it.
You are right, it is for sure a roller coaster ride!