McDadx2 wrote:
Awesome brittany!
I too am on my 5th day today.
I have felt really good since Friday. My mindset has been that I am on my way to recovery with TSM. Can't expect miracles - you have to really WANT it, am I right?
I have drank each of the past 4 days. Saturday was bad I got drunk. But the other days were so-so. Yesterday was awesome! Wife and kids went away to grandma's house. Typically that is an auto trigger for me to get drunk. I took my NAL and a little more than an hour later poured bourbon on the rocks. I only finished it because I didn't want it to go to waste. I didn't drink again until the game came on last night. I was sober when they got home. Didn't get drunk. Went to bed with a buzz. It was unbelievable. I need to be careful of the honeymoon thing, but I'll tell you that was soooo encouraging. What a day.
Today wife is leaving for work. I have the kids. And I am NOT obsessing with the "can't wait for her to leave so I can start drinking." Feels so good. I hope this is the path to freedom. I hate obsessing. Feeling great this morning.
Good luck today... Hope it's a wonderful 5th day. You have my support and admiration for starting on this journey!