Joined: Sun Mar 15, 2009 7:40 pm Posts: 962 Location: Florida
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DOMD wrote: Kudos on coming clean about drinking without Naltrexone Ben, it shows character to admit your mistakes. Glad you're back on the program and doing well - you're a great spokes person for TSM. I agree with DOMD wholeheartedly! Ben, Thanks for your cautionary tale! Although my first thought was "what a stupid thing to do", this very thought has crossed my mind over the many months of my treatment, that maybe it was me that was the cause of my cure and not the Naltrexone. Fortunately, the idea of introducing another variable into the science experiment that is my life won out over the idea that I had somehow magically become unaddicted or at least in control all on my own. So, I never had one sip of alcohol without Naltrexone in 67 weeks and it has paid off! This is one instance where my OCD won out over my ego and it actually was a good thing. In an odd way, I am glad that someone else has posted this experience and in such detail, so it is not repeated by others. We've had other members in the past, who could not continue TSM usually due to their need for opiate based pain meds, and their drinking went back to the way it used to be during the time they could not take Naltrexone which is of course and opiate receptor blocker. But I can't recall a person who consciously made the decision to drink without Naltrexone for no other reason than they thought that they could. And thank you for validating that it is the Naltrexone that whittles away at the addiction until one day it is gone. Bob
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Code: Pre-TSM~54u/Wk Wk1-52:40,42,39,28,33,33,43,40,36,30,34,30,30║30,38,13,25,4,22,12,6,9,5,9,3,5║6,6,5,4,9,6,0,9,2,2,5,4,4║3,4,5,3,4,2,6,2,6,4,8,2,2u W53-91: 4, 2, 2, 2, 3, 2, 1, 5, 4,17, 0, 0, 0║ 3, 0, 3, 0,3, 0, 2,0,0,0,0,0,0║0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0u
"Cured" @ Week 21 (5 Months), Current Week: 97 (23rd Month)
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